I am an angry housewife. I am not married to my house, but apparently everyone here thinks that any laundry, cleaning, etc, just magically gets done. Well yesterday I was on strike.
It was a beautiful day....a good day to do yard work. Why should I when hubby is out golfing for nine hours and my son is holed up in his room playing video games, sleeping or whatever he does in there.
I don't have any autumn decorations out, because I have dead flowers on my porch and in the flower box.
My bff went to a corn maze. I should have gone, even if I would have limped! My sister wasn't home either. I was lonely and pissed. I slept alot.
I haven't been feeling my ducky self....kind of nauseous, short of breath and tired all the time. I have gone to the doctor so I know it is anxiety. How much medicine must I be on?
We don't have any groceries. I don't have any money to buy groceries, so hopefully hubby will buy some basics. I have no idea what our balance in the checkbook is.
Well, today is a new day! I have to take my son to a meeting, lunch and then work. I will probably do some laundry and work at the church. Undecided as to whether I will make supper or leave that to dear old hubby. I am still angry that he didn't call me back to tell me when he'd be home. His phone was in his golf bag....good place for it. Why have one?
Thanks for letting me vent. Where are the bon bons?
- I have spent a great deal of my life battling illness. I suffered from Crohn's Disease and eventually had abdominal surgery, thwarting the Crohn's and budding cancer cells. Since my surgery in 1995 I have been relatively free from Crohns', although I had several subsequent surgeries related to my ileostomy..When my disease was in remission, I don't think my husband realized how bad it could get, but he has stood by me. I also have suffered from various autoimmune disorders and am diagnosed with Stage IV Kidney Disease. Fortunately, I am maintaining and do not need dialysis at this point. We adopted our son and later found out he had cerebral palsy, so he became my career. Dan has had two surgeries and tons of therapy and is able to walk because of it. He is a college graduate and is employed as an Information Specialist. We are very proud of his accomplishements. I am now part of the retired generation and still getting used to the idea. I do enjoy crafting, traveling and being with family and friends. I am active in my church and feel that the hardships we endure are there to build our faith. I like to live life in the "now" as we never know how much time is left.