Mom was doing allot better today since they took away the antibiotics. Her color was better, she was more talkative, watched TV, and ate a little more. She even took a phone call from her granddaughter.
Still, she is on hospice. She doesn't want antibiotics for the pneumonia. She doesn't want life saving measures. Is this the calm before the storm? I don't know. Could the outcome be reversed?
I still cry. It wasn't as bad today, but it is still hard. Work has been very understanding which helps if I don't have to worry about my job.
It is the middle of the night, and I need to talk to you dear friends. I have to unburden my soul. How do I do that? I have prayed and prayed. This is worse than any operation or anything I have gone through before.