The other day, I felt like I was in such a good place. I felt so at peace!
Something flipped my switch. I think it was some comments that were made and the the tone of voice that hurt my feelings.
It was supposed to be a fun time, but at our Red Hat meeting, I felt a panic attack coming on. Tears welled up but did not roll down my cheeks. I just cannot handle large groups and all the noise! Our Red Hat group started with five people; now we have 17! I love each of the women individually, but put them all in a group, and it is difficult for me. I used to be Queen, but resigned as I just felt like it was time and it was adding to my stress. Well, I am not crazy about how things are being run, but I have no one to blame but myself.
I planned a day trip to an orchard and restaurant. Only six Red Hatters are going, so I will be sure the rest of them know what a great time they missed! Isn't that just evil?
Maybe it is just me, but I think I'm getting old...am I? I went to the Beauty School to get my hair colored (I am thrifty that way). So many of the girls are wear leggings and yoga pants. Women, young and old: Please wear a tunic length top with these! Not everyone has the figure, and even if they do, I don't want to see a detailed look at your tush!
My hair didn't turn out like I wanted this time. There was a different instructor, no notes on my card and they did a different process. It didn't work, so they had to shampoo and dry my hair again and do the highlights again! I was there four hours!
I guess I get what I pay for, but they noted it on my card, and next time, I'll pack a lunch!