It's a new day.
Yesterday I called my doctor to see about increasing my antidepressant or adding Abilify.
They didn't call back yet.
I decided yesterday when I couldn't stop crying to take a Xanax and lie down and rest. That helped.
I realized that there is nothing wrong in needing my meds. I have clinical depression. Someone with heart disease needs their meds. Someone with diabetes needs their insulin. I do know I can't go on crying all the time.
So today I am okay. I will call the doctor's office. I will write out my Christmas cards. I will take my son to work. I will do laundry. Life will go on.
Last night we went out to eat. (the way to my heart is through my stomach). My sister met us at the restaurant. It is just one of those family restaurants, not a chain or anything. My sister ordered pork chops. They looked like they had been cooked two days ago and then put in the microwave! They were so dry and didn't even resemble anything you could chew! I ordered Fettuccine Alfredo (pasta is my comfort food). It tasted like white sauce with no hint of cheese. I got something else, Connie got the pork chops taken off of her bill. My son's food was way overdone too, but he eats anything! Needless to say, we won't be returning any time soon. We did have a laugh over our awful food!
Tonight I will make a beef roast!